Sebene I love your writing, I can hear your voice in every line. There was one in particular that struck me, "I donβt want to habituate my mind/heart/body to dysregulation." That spoke a truth I'm grappling with, so thank you for giving it better words than I have.
And I coffee-spat laughing at what you said about those keeners with unbroken stretches of commitment: "The technical term for that kind of person is βannoying.β Ha, right?
I woke up today to a huge, golden moon hanging over the Kennebecasis River in the deep blue fall morning light. Within minutes it had slid behind the rock face. Magic.
I'm comforted to know that lots of people are experiencing (non-election, non-climate disaster related) chaos in their personal energy fields. My friend tells me that all her Tarot clients are reporting flyapart-ness similar to mine. I inadvertantly practiced pattern blocking this week, as I was carefully aware of medicating all week with sugar. I gotta say, it's been heaven. Pumpkin pie/ whipped cream. Moose tracks ice cream which I enhanced with chocolate sauce, whipped cream, and peanuts. (peanuts to honor the ancestors) I had a few grapes just to keep it healthy. Stomach ache aside, it was wonderful to pig out obscenely. and now that I've eaten all of it, I'm satisfied. I'll now return to my regularly scheduled programming. (Whoever said a sugar high doesn't cure what ails you hasn't eaten enough.) (Burp)
This so resonated with me: βItβs taken me years to learn to spot my unhelpful patterns and choose better options. Except, sometimes I donβt.
Yep, Yes, Totally, Yes. Meditation along with mindfulness, and the daily gratitude of nature, have certainly helped with this, but yeah, the sometimes I donβt is the habitual self sabotaging of doing the stuff that I know helps me feel more connected with myself, grounded. At home. Wow. Being a human is like my childhood bedroom when I was five. A jumbly tangled mess with some kind of weird smell. Thanks as always for this space and your prompting us to ruminate and breathe. Love and dirty socks.
You resonate with me. Your voice is lovely and calming. . Thank you for what I can only describe as much work on your part to be able and willing to share who you are and what you have learned. That didnβt come easyβ¦.and I am grateful for you.
Sebene I love your writing, I can hear your voice in every line. There was one in particular that struck me, "I donβt want to habituate my mind/heart/body to dysregulation." That spoke a truth I'm grappling with, so thank you for giving it better words than I have.
And I coffee-spat laughing at what you said about those keeners with unbroken stretches of commitment: "The technical term for that kind of person is βannoying.β Ha, right?
I woke up today to a huge, golden moon hanging over the Kennebecasis River in the deep blue fall morning light. Within minutes it had slid behind the rock face. Magic.
Thanks Kate, coffee-spat is the response Iβm going for! YES!
Thank you for reading and your kind words and for sharing your moon. xox
I'm comforted to know that lots of people are experiencing (non-election, non-climate disaster related) chaos in their personal energy fields. My friend tells me that all her Tarot clients are reporting flyapart-ness similar to mine. I inadvertantly practiced pattern blocking this week, as I was carefully aware of medicating all week with sugar. I gotta say, it's been heaven. Pumpkin pie/ whipped cream. Moose tracks ice cream which I enhanced with chocolate sauce, whipped cream, and peanuts. (peanuts to honor the ancestors) I had a few grapes just to keep it healthy. Stomach ache aside, it was wonderful to pig out obscenely. and now that I've eaten all of it, I'm satisfied. I'll now return to my regularly scheduled programming. (Whoever said a sugar high doesn't cure what ails you hasn't eaten enough.) (Burp)
This full moon did not come to play!! π Thanks for sharing your patterns/strategies Dawn! π«ΆπΎππ°π§ππΎ
2) creative and reactive are the same word, the βcβ just moves. Wow...
Full Moon blessings to you!
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Once again, Thank you Sebene for your wisdom and Happy Full Moon in Aries! β¨
I love that, what happens to the R too in Creative and Reactive when moved around..Receptive, Real, Reciprocity, Reunion..wow so great.ππ
YES! The R's!! Thanks Farah. xox ππΆπ
This so resonated with me: βItβs taken me years to learn to spot my unhelpful patterns and choose better options. Except, sometimes I donβt.
Yep, Yes, Totally, Yes. Meditation along with mindfulness, and the daily gratitude of nature, have certainly helped with this, but yeah, the sometimes I donβt is the habitual self sabotaging of doing the stuff that I know helps me feel more connected with myself, grounded. At home. Wow. Being a human is like my childhood bedroom when I was five. A jumbly tangled mess with some kind of weird smell. Thanks as always for this space and your prompting us to ruminate and breathe. Love and dirty socks.
Thatβs hilariousβ¦ may we all learn to clean our rooms!!! π§Ήπ§½π«§
While listening a familiar experience: laughing interspersed with "I need to take notes on this!"...thank you Sebene βΊοΈ
This is the best compliment ever!! ππ«ΆπΎπ
Thank you for the much needed meditation and the familiar JUAT?!
Si!!! xxoo
You resonate with me. Your voice is lovely and calming. . Thank you for what I can only describe as much work on your part to be able and willing to share who you are and what you have learned. That didnβt come easyβ¦.and I am grateful for you.
Thatβs so kind. Thank you Bon. π
Thank you for your beautifully honest words Sebene. I particularly enjoyed the technical term for some βannoyingβ. π€
I look forward to hearing your insights about a broken heart.
π Iβm glad that βannoyingβ resonated for you! Thanks for reading Teyani!
I love listening to your posts, I am grateful your do βvoiceβ. I typically listen more than once to take in all the wisdom.
Thanks for letting me know Linda, Iβm glad to know people listen too!! πβ¨π
So good . . . more, please.
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Thank you for reading Laurie.
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