As someone who has religiously identified as "other" for 15 years or so, you will never be more content than following your own inner beliefs. When people ask me what my "deal" is with God, I tell them I don't follow organized religion but I have strong beliefs that I stand firmly in and do not intend to change. I usually don't get many questions after that π
Thank you Sebene. As always, right on (divine) time. Iβve been processing a shitty experience with a psychiatrist & though I knew it would likely be shit, because medical misogynoir is part of the institution, it still takes hella energy and labor and care to integrate and release the impact. Also - my strong sense is a dog would be BEYOND lucky to have you as a mama. For a moment or a lifetime. Sending π
Wow- so powerful- the c moving in creative and reactive being really the same thing paradoxically and being about curiosity which is incredibly grounding as βtrust lifeβ and βthe curriculumβ representing coginitive flexibility to get us unstuck and in spite of uncertainties. And I can see how this would help with the not insightful comment by the doctor. Thatβs it youβre like New York being able to marvel in the awesomeness of the sky works while shrugging off the comments of the doctor. Going to look up the mamma of positive psychology prof- fascinating study. Thank you ππΌ for sharing this powerful experience between the heavens and humanity. Blessings being sent your way π
Discovering divinity rather than drafting off someone elseβs connection to divinity - I love this! And thank you for sharing your thoughts on The Artistβs Way. You are articulating some things I have felt but not taken the time to articulate. Plus the share re: the oncologist also so helpful for people to hear. Your strength in following your heart and way is a gift!
Interesting I would find this, actually. I had a date with an oncologist this weekend, a rather sensitive person with thin borders. They told me that they struggled sometimes, especially with patients who have been sick for a long time or are not in recession after many treatments, because thereβs more of what he called βenergy dumpingβ or even blaming so he was looking for some ways to better border and not take this on. Not being an apologist for doctors here either, everyone chooses their profession and should be able to learn how to manage their emotions and discourse when working with a patient, but I do think theyβre just humans and can also be overwhelmed some days.
Anyway, long preamble just to say - I really love your take on exploring your relationship to the divine on your own terms and in your own time. I wish you well, it seems like your prayers are powerful and bring healing! Might drop another message after I try out the meditation :-D
Thanks Marius. Yes, I do feel for them. It must be an immensely challenging role. And, I have met many doctors who lead with arrogance and doctor-splaining for things that in fact defy scientific explanation.
Despite your calm attitude toward medical people. I can honestly tell you that you would do better with a different MD, people all around us affect our attitude and our lives, and you donβt need that type of shit coming from anyone.
You ARE magical. You are meant to be here until you arenβt. And donβt allow any MD or other wise tell you when your warranty might expire.
Sigh.
Iβve greatly enjoyed your meditations thru the last four years of my own seriously bad health.
I am so grateful that your write these thoughtful and vulnerable posts. And especially happy that you read them. Yes, Juliaβs most recent book is a lot of work, Itβs Never Too Late, I got part way through twice, maybe I am just not ready for that work. So I prefer her first book. And find your own divinity, yes, I canβt figure out why it has taken me so long to be comfortable with this. Your meditation is such a perfect support for that. Thank you, thank you.
Ok, next time you meet with your oncologist, I really want to go with you as a fellow cancer buddy! The word vomit that comes out of the mouths of doctors (who if they maybe had practiced mindfulness!) can be more harmful than the actual results they share! Donβt even get me started on what she said about getting a dog. I am part dog, and I am offended. Dogs are healing beings, no matter if we spend five minutes or five years with them. Dogs are my divine. In fact, all animals, birds, clownfish, whales, trees, sunflowers, mountains, stones, matcha!, etc. are all my divine north stars. As always, thank you for being you, sharing your wonder with us. Oh and Iβll be in NYC July 29-Aug. 5 for a staged reading if you want to hang or vent about oncologists. Love and summer squash blossoms, Mal
Thank you for your openness. I'm stealing this quote, "discovering divinity for myself instead of drafting divinity from others" (if I may). I've had the same thoughts about Julia's many other iterations of The Artist's Way for years now. I honor "She is in my bones." And so it is.
I like this quote too. It fits. I started Juliaβs most recent book, it is never too late and it is a lot of work, like a life review. I like her first book the most for creativity.
That dog comment from that doctor was heinous. I hate how callous and clinical the medical profession is. People are not numbers they are PEOPLE with whole lives that should be filled with love and connection. If we didnβt love people or pets despite the fact that all of us die, life wouldnβt be worth living.
This is packed with lots of evidence that there is God in your bones. π
" there is God in your bones."
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Yes! And. There is God in all our bones. @!
Thank you Kate. That is very meaningful to me. I appreciate you saying so. xox
On behalf of the medical profession, I apologise for the dog comment. Wtaf
Thank you friend. really, I've heard much worse. ugh.
As someone who has religiously identified as "other" for 15 years or so, you will never be more content than following your own inner beliefs. When people ask me what my "deal" is with God, I tell them I don't follow organized religion but I have strong beliefs that I stand firmly in and do not intend to change. I usually don't get many questions after that π
Ha. Love it!! Thanks for sharing (and reading). xox
Thank you Sebene. As always, right on (divine) time. Iβve been processing a shitty experience with a psychiatrist & though I knew it would likely be shit, because medical misogynoir is part of the institution, it still takes hella energy and labor and care to integrate and release the impact. Also - my strong sense is a dog would be BEYOND lucky to have you as a mama. For a moment or a lifetime. Sending π
Ugh. I'm sorry you're dealing with that Rachel. And I hope you find something you can get from it or from somewhere else. And YAY to dogs! xox
What did you after experiencing such shitty experience, Rachel?
Wow- so powerful- the c moving in creative and reactive being really the same thing paradoxically and being about curiosity which is incredibly grounding as βtrust lifeβ and βthe curriculumβ representing coginitive flexibility to get us unstuck and in spite of uncertainties. And I can see how this would help with the not insightful comment by the doctor. Thatβs it youβre like New York being able to marvel in the awesomeness of the sky works while shrugging off the comments of the doctor. Going to look up the mamma of positive psychology prof- fascinating study. Thank you ππΌ for sharing this powerful experience between the heavens and humanity. Blessings being sent your way π
I'm glad to know it resonated Susanna. Much love. xox
Discovering divinity rather than drafting off someone elseβs connection to divinity - I love this! And thank you for sharing your thoughts on The Artistβs Way. You are articulating some things I have felt but not taken the time to articulate. Plus the share re: the oncologist also so helpful for people to hear. Your strength in following your heart and way is a gift!
Thank you Josephine for this reflection and your kind words. xox
Interesting I would find this, actually. I had a date with an oncologist this weekend, a rather sensitive person with thin borders. They told me that they struggled sometimes, especially with patients who have been sick for a long time or are not in recession after many treatments, because thereβs more of what he called βenergy dumpingβ or even blaming so he was looking for some ways to better border and not take this on. Not being an apologist for doctors here either, everyone chooses their profession and should be able to learn how to manage their emotions and discourse when working with a patient, but I do think theyβre just humans and can also be overwhelmed some days.
Anyway, long preamble just to say - I really love your take on exploring your relationship to the divine on your own terms and in your own time. I wish you well, it seems like your prayers are powerful and bring healing! Might drop another message after I try out the meditation :-D
Thanks Marius. Yes, I do feel for them. It must be an immensely challenging role. And, I have met many doctors who lead with arrogance and doctor-splaining for things that in fact defy scientific explanation.
I love you so much.
Awwwww. Maud. Thank you. I love you too. (And Iβm trying to arrange my schedule to come to your omega workshop!) π
Aw, thank you!! I am appearing remotely and only for one nightβglad to be included. <3
Oh,good to know!
Thanks for the βAre you my mother?β reference. I can totally relate. ππΎ Joy
Thanks for reading Joy! π
For god in your bones. ππ½
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Despite your calm attitude toward medical people. I can honestly tell you that you would do better with a different MD, people all around us affect our attitude and our lives, and you donβt need that type of shit coming from anyone.
You ARE magical. You are meant to be here until you arenβt. And donβt allow any MD or other wise tell you when your warranty might expire.
Sigh.
Iβve greatly enjoyed your meditations thru the last four years of my own seriously bad health.
Thank you for finding peace in all places.
And? Donβt settle for that poor medical care,
πππΎπ
I am so grateful that your write these thoughtful and vulnerable posts. And especially happy that you read them. Yes, Juliaβs most recent book is a lot of work, Itβs Never Too Late, I got part way through twice, maybe I am just not ready for that work. So I prefer her first book. And find your own divinity, yes, I canβt figure out why it has taken me so long to be comfortable with this. Your meditation is such a perfect support for that. Thank you, thank you.
Thank you Linda!! xox
Ok, next time you meet with your oncologist, I really want to go with you as a fellow cancer buddy! The word vomit that comes out of the mouths of doctors (who if they maybe had practiced mindfulness!) can be more harmful than the actual results they share! Donβt even get me started on what she said about getting a dog. I am part dog, and I am offended. Dogs are healing beings, no matter if we spend five minutes or five years with them. Dogs are my divine. In fact, all animals, birds, clownfish, whales, trees, sunflowers, mountains, stones, matcha!, etc. are all my divine north stars. As always, thank you for being you, sharing your wonder with us. Oh and Iβll be in NYC July 29-Aug. 5 for a staged reading if you want to hang or vent about oncologists. Love and summer squash blossoms, Mal
Thank you friend. For all of this! And I'll message you about NYC. xox
Thank you for your openness. I'm stealing this quote, "discovering divinity for myself instead of drafting divinity from others" (if I may). I've had the same thoughts about Julia's many other iterations of The Artist's Way for years now. I honor "She is in my bones." And so it is.
Steal away! Thanks Mary. xox
I like this quote too. It fits. I started Juliaβs most recent book, it is never too late and it is a lot of work, like a life review. I like her first book the most for creativity.
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That dog comment from that doctor was heinous. I hate how callous and clinical the medical profession is. People are not numbers they are PEOPLE with whole lives that should be filled with love and connection. If we didnβt love people or pets despite the fact that all of us die, life wouldnβt be worth living.
Thanks Starbie. Yes love is the point of it all! πππ